As I was packing today (more like trying to organize chaos),
I couldn't help but think "Why me God?" How did I get SO fortunate to have this opportunity? So blessed to fall in love with these precious babies on the other side of the world? I'm a broken vessel trying to make sense of myself at times and you want me to go love on them?
For those who don't know, I lost my job at the end of December. They are doing a major lay-off and are closing all of the Kaplan schools in the Michigan area. The news was shocking and obviously leaves one asking themselves, "Well now what?" As for me, I saw the answer plain as day. "Go to Africa...for a month." Yes, others have gone longer, others have given their lives to serve there, but for one with bills to pay, students loans, and a boyfriend who wouldn't appreciate if I just ditched him to move, a month was a long time. I had grieved all fall not being able to go, but NOW...this was my chance!! For those who have forgotten or were questioning...well let me tell you..."God's timing...it's PERFECT." He always knows exactly what He's doing. Throughout the uncertainty of "what next" and "why me," God spoke.
I am overwhelmed by God's faithfulness, especially to one who fails Him daily-myself. I truly am no one special, I'm not doing any great deed that no one else couldn't do, and I am not writing this blog as to pat myself on the back...I'm simply trying to do what the Lord asked me to do in James, and that is to look after the orphans. This blog is to keep people updated on the simple, coffee-drinking, jewelry/shoe lovin' girl who signed up to love Jesus when she was 6 years old. It's about my journey and the things God is doing.
The love, support, texts, and prayers have been so encouraging and this journey couldn't be done without all of those who have poured into my life. As I say goodbye to my Ry, my roommates, my family, girlfriends back in Ohio, and Michigan...I can't help but have tears of joy well up in my eyes knowing...that after a year and a half...I get to go home :)
God's ways are higher than ours. You are in that perfect place, totally dependent on Him. I will be covering you with prayers during this time. Enjoy this adventure of a lifetime! Love you sweet Erika. Donna
ReplyDeletehow exciting! I leave for africa in july for ten days. this is God's plan for you & I know he will do wonders :) xo
ReplyDeleteI would love to follow along on your journey. You are amazing! :)
ReplyDeleteHave a wonderful adventure! It's truly amazing to be aligned with God's will and know that you are not alone. He will be with you throughout your travels as you share your love and spread His Word. I will look forward to your updates.
ReplyDeleteMy precious neice--He will supply your need according to His riches in Christ Jesus. His plans for you are good, to prosper you not to harm you, to give you hope and a future! Stay focused on Him--you are more precious to Him than you can understand. He gives all good gifts to His children, and I know He will give them abundantly to you.
ReplyDeleteI am praying that during this time with Him you will hear from him and take each step holding on to Him. I know He holds you in the very palms of His hands and will spare no expense to move heaven and earth to bring about His loving purpose in your life. He loves you deeply and so do I. Auntie Chantele
Thank you for sharing such a personal and passionate journey! I love love love reading your blog. It is good to see beyond our own front door.
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